exam stress is over... well almost. i'm not sure how well it went so i'll probably worry until i get my results. i do have an essay due next week though so i can't really relax. luckily it's not really a toughie ( Read more... )

i am deep in revision stress... i've spent the past 2 days in the library reading feminist and/or socialist perspectives on the paris commune. yawn. however to reward myself i ordered some daft shoes with bows on from the office website and they got a part of my order wrong so i have a 20% discount code for next time which no doubt i'll end up ( Read more... )

urgh i'm fed up of not feeling myself. had my worst panic attack so far on saturday and it was fucking horrible. i thought i was going to die. i'm really looking forward to getting myself back to normal again (well as much as possible). start counselling on thursday blah blah blah. hopefully i won't need therapy but i feel like a floodgate's ( Read more... )

i went to blackpool with all the women from phil's family yesterday. it was fucking hilarious but sadly i did not buy any amazingly tacky souvenirs. i did go on the waltzer though and drink myself into a bit of a mess.

i move house on july 1st and i really cannot wait. i'm sure it will considerably improve my mental state.

i just convinced myself that i needed a heidi seeker name necklace. yellow/pink combo if you please.

i definitely need to revise today... but don't feel anything like as productive as i did yesterday. maybe that has something to do with last night's antics. i was drinking 6 quid bottles of wine to myself and FROM THE BOTTLE.

nothing particularly exciting has happened recently. have been working on my post-modernism essay for what seemed like ages but it is done thank goodness. so now i have to start revising for my exams on the 23rd and 2nd.

however i am rewarding myself by going to one nation in brixton on the 10th feb then going to plymouth the weekend after. ( Read more... )

i hope everyone had a lovely christmas. mine was rather lovely. got some cute pressies including chanel red nail varnish and lipstick from stanley (but as he's a baby i have a sneaking suspicion claire chose them ( Read more... )

before i put them on ebay, would anyone be interested in these tatty devine swallow brooches but in the pink colour which can be seen herefrom what i can see the pink colour must be pretty rare cos i got them from a little jewellery shop in sheffield and you can't get them online ( Read more... )

i'm not the happiest of bunnies at the moment but luckily philip is a gem.

i have so much work to do that it's making me rather stressed... but sort of in a good way. being busy satisfies me.

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