Apparently I feel like I need validation today. I know this because I thought 'I think I may be looking for validation today' and immediately burst into tears with no warning. But the problem is that I don't know who can give me that validation. I am not looking for just anyone's validation. I don't think it will help to have it from most people. I ( Read more... )

Today is the first time I have ever worn concealer and red lipstick to work to hide how red my lips and nearby skin are from kissing.
In other news, last night was a good night.
Today has been a good day.
;-)

She accepted the gift with the understanding that it was just another cheap imitation of magic. A little pot of pretend power, best given to a child, whose glee would far surpass any caring mustered by a proper adult. She picked up the small jar and carried it to a shelf. Vaguely curious, she unscrewed the lid for a glance before leaving it to be ( Read more... )

So, I recently transitioned from not having enough to do to having too much to do. I am handling it OK so far, but I want to make a list of the things I am doing here so that I can take stock of why I suddenly have some much going on. I've been adding things so gradually that the transition snuck up on me.

Internship: Working at the Zoo 3 days a ( Read more... )

It's 3AM and I'm trying to stay awake as I finish my final project for my last gradschool 'class'. I have one more semester after this one, but it does not involve any in-class time ( Read more... )

I feel like things are going pretty well in my life right now; but when I stop and think about it, there has also been a minor run of unpleasant things lately. I guess that the fact that these things aren't getting me down in any big way is one possible indication of becoming an adult. That said, they are giving me ample procrastination fodder for ( Read more... )

In my ballroom dance class, there is one student who is not very apt at learning to dance and who doesn't practice at all (personally, I wonder if he wouldn't be a better match for the next class level down), and another student who attends maybe 1 or 2 out of every 3 classes, and thus is frequently behind and doesn't know what is going on (though ( Read more... )

Reading breakinglight11's post about a sense of imminent depression prompted me to comment on my own state lately ( Read more... )

Today I ( Read more... )

GOT MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!