Reading breakinglight11's post about a sense of imminent depression prompted me to comment on my own state lately ( Read more... )

I'm back! Me and my sleep deprivation are here to procrastinate once more for your viewing displeasure ( Read more... )

I haven't received casting/costume info for three out of the four LARPs I'm signed up for at Intercon yet and I need to pack my costumes NOW. 
Ugh.
I'm so ready for today to be over. 

So... last night I couldn't sleep because my brain thought that sleeping was a LARP and had rules. But I couldn't figure them out ( Read more... )

Well, here I am. Those of you who have been following along with this journal of mine for a while have seen this sort of entry before. This is a "keeping myself company" entry, in which I write down random thoughts and comments throughout the night to keep myself grounded in reality instead of getting lost in my own head too much.
( whining and cowardice )

 I haven't been posting too regularly, but I started writing a poem today during chorus using a line that came into my head earlier today and livejournal is my place for working on poetry. So here I am ( Read more... )

 I'm sick, but I can't sleep. Despite it being the only thing I or my body wants to do. I need to get up kind of early to finally write this essay, so it's not like I can just sleep in however late I want to tomorrow to make up for it. I took a 3 hour nap earlier because my body gave me no other choice, really. It helped me feel a bit better, but ( Read more... )

 I'm not sure what game my body is playing, but I've been high-functioning on very little sleep all day. This is the first time that I've gotten up in the morning, sat down to work, and kept at it pretty consistently all day long without too much trouble. Taking breaks because it seemed smart not because I needed to escape. It wasn't torture, it ( Read more... )

  I love my friends and family. So much. You know when I need you and what to do and say to be there for me and help me feel better. One of my friends sent me a message tonight out of the blue telling me how much I meant to her and how much she cares about me. Just because she wanted to. Not knowing how much I needed it, tonight of all nights. And ( Read more... )

 Things I learned today ( Read more... )