Apparently I feel like I need validation today. I know this because I thought 'I think I may be looking for validation today' and immediately burst into tears with no warning. But the problem is that I don't know who can give me that validation. I am not looking for just anyone's validation. I don't think it will help to have it from most people. I ( Read more... )

I've realized over the past year or so that I'm actually really interested in event planning. I'm kind of considering going and trying to be an intern for an event planner or a wedding planner after the summer is over. I know that I don't want to do this for my career, but I wouldn't mind being part of it and learning some tricks of the trade. The ( Read more... )

- your choreography process
- photography
- something particularly interesting about the story of Nennivia
- what sort of roles you'd like to play in the future
- looking for the best in people
- your personal sense of aesthetics
- something that really gets on your nerves

The question of defining my personal sense of aesthetics left me puzzling for quite ( Read more... )

This list came from _dragonwolf_. Thanks!

- your choreography process
- photography
- something particularly interesting about the story of Nennivia
- what sort of roles you'd like to play in the future
- looking for the best in people
- your personal sense of aesthetics
- something that really gets on your nerves

Photography first, I guess. Just because.
( How I relate to my photography... )

April break ended my 6 weeks of constant activities. 
1) Intercon
2) Ballroom dance competition
3) New relationship and leading up to tech week
4) Tech week and Othello
5) Festival
6) Liquid Latex tech and show
7) Break

( Notes on my current depression spell. )

Well, here I am. Those of you who have been following along with this journal of mine for a while have seen this sort of entry before. This is a "keeping myself company" entry, in which I write down random thoughts and comments throughout the night to keep myself grounded in reality instead of getting lost in my own head too much.
( whining and cowardice )

 Here I am, once again. (I'm torn into pieces! Can't deny it, can't pretend!... :-P)
I have an essay due in 3 hours. Did I work on it this weekend? No. Have I started writing yet? No. Have I finalized my sources? No. Have I read my potential sources beyond the abstracts? No. Am I going to have to turn yet another paper in late to this professor? Yes ( Read more... )

Suzuki is now officially kicking my butt. I had good basic instincts about how to do it when we were first starting out, which lulled me into a false sense of security. But now that it's getting harder, I'm getting worse and worse at it all. It's asking me to really work and to willfully put myself in a position of extreme discomfort and even pain ( Read more... )

 I haven't been posting too regularly, but I started writing a poem today during chorus using a line that came into my head earlier today and livejournal is my place for working on poetry. So here I am ( Read more... )

With regards to the awful night I had the other night and how I'm doing now ( Read more... )