other lives...other posts....i read other peoples blogs on many different blogs that are out there and i am sure that i am just scratching the surface. it seems that there are many conflicts out there amongst people more than usual and that more and more people are posting them. that is why i hope that when others read my otherwise boring posts ( Read more... )

you certainly can feel spring arriving in these nice sunny warm days that we have been having and i say its about time! it is way past time for a change of weather and of just about everything. its time to get ready to take the next step, don't you think? its time to shed the old and welcome the new! spring arriving soon will help bring in alot of ( Read more... )

its been a weird month full of ups and downs here at the house...some bad news and some sad news some weird news and some scary news and finally some happy news. we are married and that is the happy news, yea! like i said i will not reveal the sad/bad news as that is not my place to post it here, but some of you out there may know already of what i ( Read more... )

it is so cold and gray and snowing outside. inside is warm but empty. i will not give details of this day as i am giving a friend time to write here on her own journal as that is only fair.

it is a blue, snowy wintery day and the house is reflecting that now. thoughts run thru my head zigzagging around and i cannot catch a single thought to ( Read more... )

well by this time tomorrow i will prolly be a nervous wreck lol! i still do not know if my fam is coming down or not, the northeast has been hit with various amounts of snow. i am not sure how much we have here but the news on the yahoo front page says that the northeast has been hit with a foot of snow. and since this is the first significant snow ( Read more... )

i am sitting here at the computer smoking cigarettes that i shouldn't, thinking of munching on burger king food(thank you krystal, you are so sweet!), thinking of my sweetie who has gone thru alot since yesterday (thanks jeanne for fucking up...AGAIN!), listening to the hum of the refrigerator and the computer and to the bubbles of the fish tank, ( Read more... )

by this time next week i will be his wife and i cannot wait. i am so damned impatient, its like when you are a kid and you are waiting for christmas morning to arrive so you can open your presents ( Read more... )

my sister just found out that she is pregnant and i am so happy for her..honest i swear. i am just a little sad because i feel that yearn too....i just wish the goddess would bless me with the honor of being a mom...maybe it will happen by having a child of my own or maybe we will be able to adopt...we will see.

i saw a person earlier tonight go thru something that brings back shades of my past marriage and something that i know that i will not go thru again. how do i know? i know because mike loves me and that he has gone thru his own difficult times and therefore would not bring those or anything like that into our relationship and neither would i. grant ( Read more... )

less than 19 days and i will be married to my soulmate, my one true love...and it happened all because of a ride on a greyhound bus...if that isn't fate i do not know what is. i am so happy that i could just burst! now i need to take care of some business and get our lives straight, bills to pay, a job to sort out, possible new employement( hoping ( Read more... )