the quiet of night
i am sitting here at the computer smoking cigarettes that i shouldn't, thinking of munching on burger king food(thank you krystal, you are so sweet!), thinking of my sweetie who has gone thru alot since yesterday (thanks jeanne for fucking up...AGAIN!), listening to the hum of the refrigerator and the computer and to the bubbles of the fish tank, and to zeus jingling around the house, and hoping that mike and greg are sleeping well. miss karen cause she is working:(. two days from now i will be married to the most wonderful man in the world and i am so nervous. i just hope that i can be a good wife for him. i am sure that i will. its just that my last marriage failed. oops phone call... back again. it was becky and it was actually a good conversation. what was i saying? oh yea, i am nervous. and excited too. more later tho..need caffeine and nicotene.