I realize I'm a ghost ( Read more... )

So I'm moving to Arizona. It has been revealed to me that no matter how magnificent a place you're in, it means nothing without family. I've been taking a billion pictures of Santa Rosa, to remember all the good times I've had here. I'm sad in a sense, but excited to start fresh somewhere new. And Anthony will be with me through everything like he ( Read more... )

 Why are you constantly there for me? I'm not used to this... I'm used to being alone, I'm used to the solitude. Ever since we met, we were inseperable. I guess I forgot what it was like to be lonely. Now, with my family gone and everything, I depend on you too much. It's driving me insane. How can it not drive you insane ( Read more... )

Shit ( Read more... )

The sky was different somehow today ( Read more... )

T oday is the first dress rehearsal for Aida.
I'm really calm but so excited.
Whenever Anthony puts 50 cents into the crane machine, he always wins me something.
Then I bring it to rehearsal.
About a month ago, he won me Stich.
Yesterday he won a small, chubby, pink monkey.
Everyone loves him a lot :D

Then we put pins in its eye.

It makes me feel really good ( Read more... )

Today is our 6 months.
Feels like years.

I spend most of my time alone.
Maybe that's why I'm lonely.
I should get my license...
but that doesn't change the fact my friends aren't there.

Maybe I'm just doomed to feel like this for eternity.
Then again maybe not.
I just don't like feeling numb like this.
It's annoying.

Am I correct to trust the things my heart tells me ( Read more... )

so i like anthony. a lot. because he's cute and i have a better boyfriend than you. mmhm. i'm just saying.