:/
Shit. :/
The Escape the Fate concert was cancelled :[ Honestly. I think there is some force in the cosmos making it so Anthony and I can't go to concerts. :[ First we had to sell the Brand New tickets because of my stupid no-conflict rehearsal. Now this. Goddammit! Very sad day :[ All I know is that I'm DEFINATELY going to Taste of Chaos. No matter what.
I hate holding back tears. I like to cry but at the same time I don't. I just wish I could be happy. Why is it so fucking hard! This is how it goes:
I'll be sitting there eating breakfast and drinking tea, then I'll play video games, or paint, or go on the computer... then I'll start thinking about how bored I am, which will lead to me thinking about being alone, then I'll think about Anthony being at work and that there's only 3 hours and 53 minutes until he gets home, then my mind switches to my family being gone in Arizona 18071902750 miles away :/ and then I get really depressed and want to cry. Happens everyday. I hate monotony.
The Escape the Fate concert was cancelled :[ Honestly. I think there is some force in the cosmos making it so Anthony and I can't go to concerts. :[ First we had to sell the Brand New tickets because of my stupid no-conflict rehearsal. Now this. Goddammit! Very sad day :[ All I know is that I'm DEFINATELY going to Taste of Chaos. No matter what.
I hate holding back tears. I like to cry but at the same time I don't. I just wish I could be happy. Why is it so fucking hard! This is how it goes:
I'll be sitting there eating breakfast and drinking tea, then I'll play video games, or paint, or go on the computer... then I'll start thinking about how bored I am, which will lead to me thinking about being alone, then I'll think about Anthony being at work and that there's only 3 hours and 53 minutes until he gets home, then my mind switches to my family being gone in Arizona 18071902750 miles away :/ and then I get really depressed and want to cry. Happens everyday. I hate monotony.