Half empty
The sky was different somehow today.
It was kind of alarming.
I have problems trusting people. I've been betrayed over and over again and now it's like I don't know how to trust. I can never be secure, that's why I like change, because change gives me a reason to be insecure about things. But when things are standing still, my mind thinks about the worst things that could ever happen... even with things as simple as going to the grocery store, or sleeping in a parking lot.
I just don't want to be hurt anymore. I cry almost everyday. I'm already half empty, if anything else happens, I don't think i'll be human anymore.
It was kind of alarming.
I have problems trusting people. I've been betrayed over and over again and now it's like I don't know how to trust. I can never be secure, that's why I like change, because change gives me a reason to be insecure about things. But when things are standing still, my mind thinks about the worst things that could ever happen... even with things as simple as going to the grocery store, or sleeping in a parking lot.
I just don't want to be hurt anymore. I cry almost everyday. I'm already half empty, if anything else happens, I don't think i'll be human anymore.