Finally talked to Thrugyar on the phone the other day.  I miss him when he's not being an asshole.  This wasn't one of those times.  He's one of those people that can sound reasonable, logical, and absolutely to the point - and be out of his ever-loving mind while doing it ( Read more... )

Deleted last angsty post.

Focusing on how awesome my life is, and ignoring the little shit that really doesn't matter.

Taking care of my fiance, and the other people that do matter.

Breathing.

Wow.  For an event that ran very smoothly, seems like a third of my team had issues.  Good times ( Read more... )

Although there is a universal reality and a universal truth, individual reality and individual truth are merely manipulations you create for yourself out of the data that you choose. True, the data that flows towards any individual is incomplete and each individual builds their reality and truth frameworks from that incomplete data.

( Frustrated rambledygook )

Resigned from the Alliance Chair position yesterday, with a transition TBD (but likely very quick from Mike's response).  There is no drama or angst here, I just have too much going on to do the position justice ( Read more... )

To do list before sleeping Friday night:

Clean three bathrooms.
Write and print final contracts/release forms for all weekend participants.
Organize final items for set-up/tear-down, purchasing, and dealing with this GD storm we'll be shooting through.
Have mini-breakdown.
1 flowchart to develop for new workflow processes and web development.
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Trying to make my way through the haze of events from the past week-and-a-half, and the intense series of events that we're still staring down.

( Major Events... )

I cannot remember the last time I was actually enraged prior to this weekend, so it's novel and uncomfortable at the same time ( Read more... )

This became much more clear to me tonight, and it has absolutely nothing to do with the trips.  Because it's odd: I love to travel.  I love meeting new people, in new places... I dig the  "single serving friends" and am as likely as not to stay in touch with them.  Hell, I even enjoy the meaningless light flirtations with the hot guy in the hotel ( Read more... )

Called a sick day today... I could have worked, but my stomach was really upset when I got out of the shower.  I'm thinking it was stress, tension, sleep deprivation and a lot of emotional crap all just telling me to get back in bed.  And so I did, and am really much better for it ( Read more... )