alright well im sitting here doing nothing and i have 10 minutes i can write in this. Make that 9 the phone just rang... got off my lazy ass to answer it, and no one was there wicked cool. So anyway yesterday sucked huge balls. I don't even know why, like nothing bad really happened? yet at the end of the day i found myself crying for no reason ( Read more... )

ok... so i over reacted and jumped to conclusion's as always

and now i feel like an idiot..

because im a paranoid mother fucker.

sorry. i wish i could scream and just tell you exactly how i feel.

but surprise

I

Can't

because im fucked up
in so many different ways.

It's noon, feels like 10 in the morning but it's not. I woke up then, and then it felt like 7 am for some reason. I don't know, my body clock is all fucked up. Super Bowl is tonight WoHoo.. my dad in florida is more excited about it then i am. I have no plans for it due to the fact that i am to lazy to make plans. My mom is going out, and ( Read more... )

So... time to update i supose. Im making it short though, due to the fact that i can't rember the last time i was home at 930 and able to go to bed this early. I've been hella busy, end of the quarter stuff... starting work... catching up with people. Last week was not to bad a week, i started at TCI and it's going well i have almost kept the job ( Read more... )

Wow... so how about this snow. No school today, don't understand why but im not complaining. Blizzard of 05'? i think people are all on crack cause this is hardly a blizzard. Oh well. So this weekend went by crazy fast. Baisically spent the entire weekend at justine's house with the twins. Fun times though i love those girls. This entire year ( Read more... )

Dear snow,

please start coming down really hard....please make the roads all slippery and wet in the morning... please make the plow trucks break and please make there be a cancelation at good old scituate high school... i don't want school tomarrow.

Yours Truely,

Lorna

it's like 11 on sunday morning... kaylas upstairs still sleeping, i was woken up by a phone call and i unfortunatly have this problem where i can't fall back asleep if it's to bright. I think it may be a disease of some sort. So this weekend has been cool so far. The best part is it's not even over. Friday night hung out with margeux. we met up ( Read more... )

well so it's early in the morning and i have some time to kill before school. Wasn't even going to go to school today and give myself a nice long weekend... but my mom is also taking the day out, and i don't want to be in this house with her at all. So i actually was like awake this morning and didn't have to pop any caffine pills just to get me ( Read more... )

yea so... im watching a movie about lesbeins. Pretty interesting. i wish i could be a lez i think it would make my life a hell of alot easier. I don't care what any guy say's i think girl's are way easier to deal with then boys. I decided to hell with him... it's not worth fighting for someone you can't bring yourself to trust. So on with the ( Read more... )

well... so yeah, im pretty fucking bored right now. As you probably assumed because well that's the only time i write in this. Im watching Et on MTV and wishing their was something better on, or some better people awake and online. Last night was a nice mellow night. Sort of. I had three things on the agenda and they all failed miserable, well ( Read more... )