i'm so fucking sick to death of people telling me i'm dramatic and unreasonable and over emotional.
fuck you.

i am fucking doing what i can with the situations that have been presented to me over the past 6 months.

i would REALLY like to see how you assholes could handle the same ones.

But last night's war got me walking,
got me running away
So sing songs all night and wake up to fame,
I won't be laying here tomorrow
And never again.

Is my name still all over your bed,
Mornings with the lines of my face,
Are those mornings still fucking with your head.

i don't even know what to say ( Read more... )

i don't have the energy to spend time playing mind-games with someone either. if we like each other, then fine, let's make it work - let's see where things can go. but don't act coy, or cocky, or push my buttons right now, because i will walk away without a second thought. contrary to what he may think, i don't have emotional ties to what is going ( Read more... )

GET FUCKED.

i had a lengthy and ranty entry but then i realized, there's no point, and i can't care anymore.

we had some good times, but he's not the person i fell in love with anymore, and that is just how it is.

time to focus on people that i love instead.

Forty-five thoughts for my daughter & my virtual daughters. By Francesca Lia Block ( Read more... )

 Just an observation;

I don't nap anymore.

EVER.

I don't ever feel the need to, I'm rarely tired during the day, and it's all since we've broken up.

So, what does that mean?

 "I'm contemplating getting a delivery service to get me groceries and mcdonalds, but I feel like if I do, it is like half a cm away from living in sweatpants and eventually drinking my own urine because I can't be bothered to get up for a drink, or to pee."

"Well you can get away with it because your leg is broken so the delivery guy won't judge ( Read more... )

 I'm taking a break from the internet. Going to do an online course, and work on my book-smarts.

OH! AND! I got asked on a date today! Ahahahah.
Too bad I turned him down and actually laughed out loud. Not that he isn't totally interesting and cute and fun. But, not ready. Not ready to jump into anything. And not ready to focus on anything that could ( Read more... )