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Blue's Ava. Normal's me.

I'm sorry about adena. Are you going to forgive her?

Eventually. I just want to be upset with her right now, if that makes any sense.

I understand.

Thanks.

Was going to ask you, how do YOU envision our facebook status lol

Lol how do you mean?

I want to know your daydreams and expectations about us 'going public'. Unless you don't ( Read more... )

Red's me, normal's Adena.

You never told me what you thought of Ava's email to me.

I think it's quite ominous.

Ominous?

Yeah. I don't think she'd be around still if you didn't feel like she owed you, or didn't wanna hurt you, or whatever.

So, you don't think she has actual feelings for me.

She cares about you. I dunno if she's capable of the 'love' shit.

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Text convos that I'd like to keep. Purple is Ava, normal is me.

So i've been having doubts. But i have to get my mind straight before i talk to you about it. No big though

Hmm, doubts? Well, i'll try not to worry myself over that much. Get your head straight, or let me screw it on the right way for you.

Lol love your expression

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The Lanes came over on Wednesday, the 23rd, to come gift me my gift and so I could give them theirs.  They got me a Miley Cyrus shirt.  XD  It's actually really cute, with an English flag on it, but their original "genius" plan was to get me a skirt.  I'm glad they didn't--I told them I would not have worn it.

Ivy flipped out when she opened her ( Read more... )

I wish now that I had kept up this journal from the beginning of Ava, but, oh well.  I'm going to keep writing about everything after that, I suppose.

As nothing in particular but something I'd like to remember, my mom and I were coming back from the grocery store and the sun was setting.  It sort of looked like someone had taken a paint brush and ( Read more... )

So last night, Ava came over to watch Fight Club, because I'd never seen it.  She kept telling me I would hate it, and that I wouldn't understand it, but we watched it anyway.  Throughout the whole thing she was telling me trivia she knew about it (it's literally her obsession), it was funny ( Read more... )

I guess there's a bit of an explanation to be told.  I'll copy and paste an email to zofbadfaith  with some edits, and that will have to suffice.  The email was sent last Sunday, Dec 13th.

So, the Lanes came over last night, the Lanes plus Connor and we got in the hottub and we were just hanging out. Connor and Ivy got into a big fight because they have this ( Read more... )

"There's no need to complicate--our time is short." -I'm Yours by Jason Mraz

I don't think this is what you wanted, I guess I still owe you a "love letter"

But this is what I have to say.

I've been in lust a couple times; I've been infatuated a couple times--but only one turned into love.  You already know how it turned out.  The only thing left in ( Read more... )

It's been for freaking ever since I've updated this thing ( Read more... )