I am so checked-out of school. I'm finishing it up, but I'm just slogging through it and being bored with it. Blaaah blaaah boring. yawntown. I have a job interview in portland this saturday for Jackpot recording studio. I'm still on the fence as to whether or not I feel like I want to jump right from doing audio production in school to doing audio ( Read more... )

good proper cry sessions. Uhhhuhuhuhuhhh I felt so due for some emotional breaking-down. It's not a bad thing. It can be so useful for getting over bumps and putting them behind me that otherwise just circle around my heart. Turning rainclouds into water under bridges so I can get over it. And continue extending myself and putting my heart out into ( Read more... )

Mooopooopooomoooopoompooopopoopopoppooopopppoopoppoopoopopoppopop. I am trucking along at reasonable pace <3. Some good processy time and some nice connecting times with a number of lovely friends. Remembering to not completely check-out of Olympia because I'm leaving in a couple months and to embrace + enjoy the chunk of time I have left here. ( Read more... )

It's becoming clearer to me how challenging the past month and a half has been, in ways that are new and unfamiliar to me. Which I think is a big reason why I've been having a lot of issues come up that don't usually for me. New experiences and new challenges <3 lots and lots of growing experiences ( Read more... )

Getting out of Olympia last weekend was super good for me. It feels good for me to step outside of friend-circles/community bubbles that I'm a part of to get a bigger perception of myself and the circles I'm enveloped in. I hadn't been doing that as much lately, and I felt like I had been getting somewhat stagnant and stir-crazy in Olympia. I love ( Read more... )

Putt putt putt-ing a long. Not completely checked-out of school, but not a complete submersion into it as I know this is going to be my last quarter. But aside from that and occasionally feeling slightly more irritable than usual(and remembering to let myself feel that and not just bottle it up or pretend it's not there), most of the past few days ( Read more... )

Since I've gotten home from medgefest I've been in a mode of operation where I feel like I have a hard time being silly or joke-town in the things I say and the interactions I've had and instead just want to cut to the point with everything I'm saying and focus on having clear communication and intention behind things I say. Which I think is an ( Read more... )

Good talks with friends. Alllllways learning and growing and finding out more about myself. Taking time to think about things and level myself and gripping back onto the reigns of taking care of myself and remembering the things that I can do for myself to be happy. Things I don't necessarily need to get through other people ( Read more... )

Huhhhh transition. It's silly how all it takes sometimes is just a bit of transitional times to make me feel crazy and like I'm suddenly acting in all these ways that aren't like myself while in a level-headed place ( Read more... )

It feels [sooper] good to be settled back at home. After a few weeks touring, and one more at Burning Man being super rowdy and walking around with a megaphone practically all week. Many good times, and a bunch of sweet connecting times with new friends as well as friends that I usually only see for brief moments but for extended hangout at Burning ( Read more... )