Nov 03, 2009 11:07
Mooopooopooomoooopoompooopopoopopoppooopopppoopoppoopoopopoppopop. I am trucking along at reasonable pace <3. Some good processy time and some nice connecting times with a number of lovely friends. Remembering to not completely check-out of Olympia because I'm leaving in a couple months and to embrace + enjoy the chunk of time I have left here. Even though it is impermanent(as most things in life). My social energy had been pretty tapered-off for the past month and I think it might be a healthy thing for me to reverse that, if I have the energy for it right now.
Of course it's okay to feel the things I have been feeling. Everythings a little shaky right now and I just have to freakin' roll with it hawhawhawhawhawhawhawhawhaw. But it's important to listen to my heart-muscle and guide myself towards things that be helpful or healthy for me right now. Momomowomwomwoowowowowm.
Oh my birthday! Yes oh my birthday is coming up! Holy cow my birthday hoohoohoohoo. I will be 2222 2 2 2 2 2 2222 2 2 2 22 years old.
Things I have learned this year:
- better self-confidence
- better assertiveness of my heartstrings
- all-around better communication (teaching, listening, non-violent communication)
- how to more quickly get to the core of issues
- extending myself to people + not being afraid of vulnerability (traveling)
- more awareness of class + race + gender dynamics
I don't want to remember anything I've ever done or know anything that I will ever do. I want pure action right now all the time. Honky honky xoxo a