Incoming serious processing/talking with friend. Remembering to be strong and try as hard as I can to not get triggered. Say what I need to say and remember that what I feel is valid. Also remember to not get aggressive and push too hard the other way, but keep in mind that you might have to do that to keep from shutting down. You can do it sweetie ( Read more... )

More zine stuff ( Read more... )

Stuff for a zine ( Read more... )

Things I like: farts, stupid music, cracking jokes with my brother, asking people if they want to hang out and being silly-awkward about it, being warm ang glowly and sweet, being relaxed, being confident, eating trashy food occasionally, drinking coffee occasionally, pooping, writing, being silly ( Read more... )

Bluh I'm having some class confusions ( Read more... )

Life still pretty intense. I'm realizing thats kind of just how things are right now. Everything is in general pretty well aside from the churning in my stomach from occasional anxiousness. There's still some guilt and fear that's getting processed from some things that happened and were brought to surface a few days ago. I really fucked up on ( Read more... )

I think the hardest parts about moving to a new town is that some of the transitions just take time to pass. I feel impatient. Mooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Sleeping on couches and little balls of anxiety creeping up every so often. Keeping it together and pushing everything out. Screaming into pillows and talking to friends and owning up to things I know I can do better, as well as remembering to not take on the things that aren't my issues, as I have a habit of taking on things that aren't mine and ( Read more... )

It is inevitable that two birds will eventually perch side by side on a line ( Read more... )

Wow anxiety attacks. It's been a new thing for me to have waves of anxiety that are complex and hard to identify where they are rooting from. I think it's because it might be from a few layers of different things ( Read more... )