It's 3:22. In the morning. I can't sleep. I'm restless, there are so many thoughts running through my head, I can't even pin one down to clarify what I'm really thinking about ( Read more... )

...Does anyone even write in this anymore? I logged on for the first time in decades, okay months, and it seemed like one of those stupid verizon network commercials with the 'dead zone' crap. So- first year of college? It was pretty awesome. Summer? Well, see, there were two parts of summer- part A and part B. Part A consisted of me trying to ( Read more... )

Though I'm home with what could be a virus, or the stomach flu, or who knows what else, and have 2 tests coming up and 3 papers to write, I can't help but smile ( Read more... )

So I'm in the midst of writing a 1500 word paper that is due tomorrow, and I'm halfway through. I'm at that point where you know exactly what you want to say, but it's having a hard time translating into words, so I hoped that maybe posting a little blurb would help me, and I guess we'll find out in a few minutes if this works.

It's getting to that ( Read more... )

I don't even know who reads this thing anymore, let alone who writes in it. I miss it... Being able to rant and someone instantaneously telling you that it will be ok, we'll hang out tomorrow, and help to put a smile on your face. I hate that it's getting harder to put a smile on my face ( Read more... )

I leave in three days.

it still hasnt hit me that i leave in three days.
i hate this transitional period. all the goodbyes... i hate saying goodbye. i hate that every time there's a get together, some one's face is missing. i just want to GO.

i really cant believe that college is starting now. school starts next monday, i move in this friday. its ( Read more... )

so... here i am, after what? a gazillion years?

i've come, ready to bare my soul to the world and drown myself in the mystery of my sorrows.

...not so much.
9 weeks to graduation, and im not as scared as i thought i would be. or unprepared. or anything. i think ive proven to myself i can handle anything... quadruple emphasis on ANYTHING... that comes ( Read more... )

I really can't complain about anything in my life right now, and yet I can ( Read more... )

Theres so much going on, I constantly feel like I should be doing more, studying more, practicing more, college-searching more ( Read more... )

and so ( Read more... )