it's 12:47 and i'm restless. i'm half upset and half relieved and all very jumbled. i know not what i'm doing, and the next direction i take is undetermined. i know i love... and that is a comforting thought while at the same time very indefinite. i like challenges but this is no challenge. i knew from the first minute it would end in such a way, ( Read more... )

so things have been crazy lately. there's drama but it basically has turned into an amusing situation so whatever ( Read more... )

Why can't i sleep ( Read more... )

saturday i went to a wedding. now i want to get married. speaking of tying the knot, sho sho our naty teacher, is engaged. how cute. i want to get married and have kids. now. haha so during the wedding me and my mom were talking about me getting married and i was like, whoever proposes to me better have a good one planned. if they get down on one ( Read more... )

oo livejournal. how i've missed you ( Read more... )

my life = wonderful ( Read more... )

why ( Read more... )

wow i surprised myself with this one.

maybe just maybe i found it.

i'm happy and i love it.

nothing else matters right now.

thank you.

Now i'm going to show you why kelly clarkson's cd is what i'm going through summed up ( Read more... )

mardi gras was f'in awesome. like holy shit. the most fun i've had in so long, maybe ever. i want it to come back :( but it's alright because now i have a week off of school and who could complain about that! i've been up since 6 and it's only 11! i love not wasting days. i saw boogeyman yesterday, it sucked. stupid movie. everyone go see hide and ( Read more... )