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oo livejournal. how i've missed you.
i've been so caught in the myspace craze, i have neglected the LJ.
sorry, although myspace is crazy fun. i'm obsessed.
http://profiles.myspace.com/users/19320169
alright so these past days and weeks have just been great. i feel very independent and free, something i have needed for a while. while at the same time, i feel very loved. so it's a good balance. minus the hangover last saturday, the last weeks have been great. and minus the boy drama, my life right now has been the best it has ever been. i'm just so happy. i'm just realizing the things that truly matter to me. the things that aren't temporary, that won't leave. like my friends and my family. they will always be there for me and i know treating my relationships with such care to ensure everything is perfect is what i have to do. having fun has become second nature. i don't get 'bored' anymore. and if i do, i can get up and go do something with whoever i decide to call up. i have really come out of my shell. i hate admitting that i was shy, but i was a couple years ago. these friends that i have just let me be just myself and i don't have to try to make them want to spend time with me or try to leave an impression. they know who i am and love me for it, and even when i screw up and fall, they will always be there to catch me. it's so wonderful having that comfort. finally realizing that these things like who's the best or who has the most doesn't matter and won't matter to anyone. i'm just glad i've come this far and i think it's fun watching my friends grow up like me too. mm that's all. just some thoughts!
until next time
xoxo RIKkkkk xoxo
i've been so caught in the myspace craze, i have neglected the LJ.
sorry, although myspace is crazy fun. i'm obsessed.
http://profiles.myspace.com/users/19320169
alright so these past days and weeks have just been great. i feel very independent and free, something i have needed for a while. while at the same time, i feel very loved. so it's a good balance. minus the hangover last saturday, the last weeks have been great. and minus the boy drama, my life right now has been the best it has ever been. i'm just so happy. i'm just realizing the things that truly matter to me. the things that aren't temporary, that won't leave. like my friends and my family. they will always be there for me and i know treating my relationships with such care to ensure everything is perfect is what i have to do. having fun has become second nature. i don't get 'bored' anymore. and if i do, i can get up and go do something with whoever i decide to call up. i have really come out of my shell. i hate admitting that i was shy, but i was a couple years ago. these friends that i have just let me be just myself and i don't have to try to make them want to spend time with me or try to leave an impression. they know who i am and love me for it, and even when i screw up and fall, they will always be there to catch me. it's so wonderful having that comfort. finally realizing that these things like who's the best or who has the most doesn't matter and won't matter to anyone. i'm just glad i've come this far and i think it's fun watching my friends grow up like me too. mm that's all. just some thoughts!
until next time
xoxo RIKkkkk xoxo