I always have a different way of thinking, which often caused me trouble and makes me an outsider. So if there's a book about me, I would rather it become a way to explain about my brain, my way of thinking in which would explain about the actions and decisions I made through out the years.
The title would be :
'Inside the Messy Brain and Between the ( Read more... )

My NaNo tradition, or well more precisely what I did on last year NaNo was catching up during weekend. I could finish NaNo last year because of that. So I was so hopeful last Friday by saying that I would get 20,000 by the end of the week.
Now as the week ends, I only booked 5,515 words. That means I am 14,485 words behind my target and 6,485 words ( Read more... )

Once, I was the king in my pact,
The one who rule it out,
The one who lead in all the fights,
I was the protector,
I was the general,
I was the alpha male all the chick adore,
I was the alpha male that kick my enemies away,
I walked around with pride,
With head up high,
And the strong footprint under my feet
I was known among our kind,
Feared by the weak,
As ( Read more... )

Planning was never my strongest suit. I'm more a procrastinator than a planner. I've been procrastinating all my life, why don't I do that for NaNo. Sigh, I really need to change this ( Read more... )

Well, apparently I'm continuing my bad habit to let first day of nano passing by. Day One, zero word to write. Instead of focus on my NaNo, I'm focused in reading a fanfic from my fandom. Insane.

I have an opening line for my second day though, I hope I can make it up on the second day :P

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I saw her from the corner of my eyes,
She'd been following me around for sometime now,
Started from the front door,
Until now, closed to the rooftop,
Her name was Abby,
She was sixteen, almost seventeen,
She was young and pretty and smart,
She was into music and reading and art,
All she wanted was to ask for forgiveness,
For once she lied to her mama,
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Now I have religious restrain that I have to follow, but if it's only for me and what I want, I want to be cremated with my ashes is being spread to the sea. It would be as if I never exist, it would make part of the sea where I found my comfort. 

Sitting on silence we both are,
Side by side, but a world apart,
Do you remember the first time we met?
Under the summer sun, among the crowd?
We found each other by chances,
Now you’re asking me to stop believing 
On miracles and other beings

We used to dance under the moonlight, 
We used to howl as we trace the dirt path 
In the middle of green forest,
We ( Read more... )

...So, I guess this is something that I'm willing to try to do. I'm insane, I know. I practically behind in my prompt homework, I'll do Nanowrimo next month and well, that's all. My life is quite empty (sad face here) so I have to keep busy, or I'll be crazy.

So, well, this way I declare I'm in LJ Idol... :)