just watched a video that gives advice about life in general.

i really don't like the people who were reckless with heart in my life.
i've put back the pieces, but's everytime it fractures it's just not quite the same.

in about third grade i had some unidentified sickness. (if the doctors did tell my parents what it was, nobody shared it with me ( Read more... )

1. so for all purposes, i was interning. i quit. i really didn't like it, and don't think i was all that good at it.

this girl i went to school with and works in the industry i was interning in, sends me a message on fb (prob after reading on my wall that i quit in response to someone else's post on my wall). 
i haven't talked to this girl in any ( Read more... )

blarggggg

the rain always makes me want to cry even more.

boooo.

gotta watch tv and listen to radio so i just don't think.

thanks to qnesmeralda for giving me the idea to list the things i like about myself as well:

1. i have compassion for the people and things around me.  i truly and genuinely want the best for them; even if i don't always express it well,deep down i want amazing things for the people and things around me.
2. my eye color (nope im not telling you what it is :-p
3 ( Read more... )

i wish i wasn't :

a. a failure
b. a cold, unsympathetic a**hole (most of the time)
c. disconnected and boring
d. so easily and deeply saddened at anything remotely sad
e. hypersensitive

i'm not sad at the moment, but above are the things i wish i was not on an almost daily basis.

***the names have been changed to protect the innocent/or guilty. ***

can remember surprisingly well the first relationship i was ever in. 
8 years old.

how old were all of you when you started your first relationship?? is 8 too young?

i was 11 when we broke up. she started seeing one of my really close friends. (if not best friend at the time).

it ( Read more... )

It's here: ***TADA***!!!!  I'll keep my first journal entry short and sweet.

Not sure exactly how much I'll be saying as I have been and am growing more skeptical of people every day.  I do however find writing theraputic and a healthy way to process everything.

For the most part I try to be nice to people, and mean people really annoy/confuse me ( Read more... )