I know you hoped I would never go there. This is a little different. I don't know why I felt okay daydreaming about the guy, but I did. However, it put my feelings for him right where they have always been: intact. I wonder if the opportunity arose say a year from now or something--would I be able to resist? Which would be the right thing to ( Read more... )

I had a long post not too long ago and I edited, checked it to make sure it posted fine, and now it appears to be MIA!!! It WAS here. :( I am sorely dismayed. Anyway, I guess I'll try to provide a super-Cliff notes version. I felt like me again a few times recently and that got me pretty excited. I still feel funny or melancholy or, for the ( Read more... )

I just have to report on my recent activities. Sturgeon Bay--too cool for words! I was glad the weather was cool and sorta rainy. It was a most relaxing excursion and I got to spend time with several of my favorite people doing nothing but fun, non-exerting things like shopping, watching waves, watching movies, playing games, etc., not to ( Read more... )

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Well, not too much going on in my world. Just feeling like I might be gaining a little semblance of control over myself again--despite my highly distressing trip to the mall this weekend. I don't think I'm quite capable of profound thought yet, though. I just don't feel motivated to do anything but go to the barn. I have felt very reckless with ( Read more... )

Okay, maybe not all that "profound" as much as a topic I would like to open up to suggestions and ideas etc. Okay, so an ex of mine, a really great person who I just didn't fall head over heels for because he was suffocatingly clingy, has been trying for the last, like seven or so months to get me to go with him, his guy friend--whom I have talked ( Read more... )

I'm feeling much more mellow after having responded to three posts so BE GLAD, BE VERY GLAD. Also, thank you guys for giving me something to put me in a good mood. I was about ready to kill something and I really don't feel like spending the rest of my life in prison. Actually, I think killing is too good for this particular something. Granted ( Read more... )

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I'm not really in the best of moods so I guess that's why I'm here on LJ. Not that I really want to vent because I would really prefer to save myself the embarrassment, then again, it is a classic: beautiful, secure, seemingly intelligent woman who has it bad for the pathetically emotionally insecure guy who takes some serious steps toward getting ( Read more... )

I'm going to make this short, like me, as my brother just hooked me up with this account. We'll see. . . ;) Hey, Kid, check this out--I'm on LJ! ;) (He had better write to me!) Anyway, dinner time!