i just got home from Ever's house. twas good times ( Read more... )

i just woke up. i feel alot better but i have a little headache but that should go away after i am fully awake ( Read more... )

oh my-- i am soooo exhausted. no one understands ( Read more... )

run run run. thats all i have been doing. i just got home from school and i wont be here very lon. right after my sister gets home...around 4... we are leaving to go get some food and then i am off to church for Opening Night ( Read more... )

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i have been real stressed out latly. and i feel bad because sometimes i feel like i am taking it out on Ever and i dont mean to. its like a feel bad enough cause i have hardly been around latly. and i dont feel like i am being a good girlfriend as it is, because i am not there for him. because im at church when i should be here for him ( Read more... )

man am i tired! today didnt real seem like a day... it was weird. Ever had to wear his gay uniform and it didnt really bother me as much, only when i wanted to hug him and just hang on him ( Read more... )

heh i feel better this morning-- atleast so far. im not eating breakfast because i dont want to mess anything up. im drinking orange junice though.
lol i was watching TV and my church was on TV... that amused me.
i havent talked to my mommy yet this morning...its sad. i miss my mommy. <3 ( Read more... )

what do ya know... i got up and got ready for school and got to school and then i came staright back home. i was miserable at school and i called my mom to come get me. i didnt want to leave because i didnt want him to be alone, thats the only reason i went to school in the first place. but i called my mom and she came and got me before i went to ( Read more... )

off to school... and the rest of my crazy life full of events. and on top of it all i just have to be a girl! man this sucks. i just want to go back to bed, i hate this feeling.
i feel sick, i dont want to go to school.