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i have been real stressed out latly. and i feel bad because sometimes i feel like i am taking it out on Ever and i dont mean to. its like a feel bad enough cause i have hardly been around latly. and i dont feel like i am being a good girlfriend as it is, because i am not there for him. because im at church when i should be here for him.
and then when i get even the slightest little chance to talk to him i want to. and i didnt have practice today and i dont have to leave until 7 to go babysit. and i thought for sure i would talk to him, enough, to atleast make me feel better. and i havent hardly talked to him at all. now i only have 40minutes left. this is gay. and people wonder why i am going crazy and i am so upset, and paranoid
and then when i get even the slightest little chance to talk to him i want to. and i didnt have practice today and i dont have to leave until 7 to go babysit. and i thought for sure i would talk to him, enough, to atleast make me feel better. and i havent hardly talked to him at all. now i only have 40minutes left. this is gay. and people wonder why i am going crazy and i am so upset, and paranoid