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man am i tired! today didnt real seem like a day... it was weird. Ever had to wear his gay uniform and it didnt really bother me as much, only when i wanted to hug him and just hang on him.
erin kept telling me that i looked exhausted and that she has never seen me look that way before. it worried me a little, because i didnt think that i looked as tired as i felt. i dont know whats wrong. i have never been this tired so early into the easter pageant. we arent even to opening night yet. man i hate to see what i am going to look like the middle of next week... even the week after that. 16 performances. i think it is because of all the stress and school, and i think that is a little overwhelming. and i get self-concious<--spelling) and i get worried over little things i shouldnt.
erin is coming home with me tomorrow and then she is staying the night with me. it shall be a great day tomorrow. she is going to the guest night performance of the easter pageant, which i am excited about.
and then tomorrow we get to be out of uniform. which is a awesome thing. spring pictures are tomorrow, and i am getting pictures with Ever.
i have no idea what i am going to wear, why is everything so complicated? lol
im not going to practice tonight-- i am going to go babysit instead. im never going to get a moments peace. im really stressed out. i have 2 1/2 hours before i have to be there so i supose i will go relax.
erin kept telling me that i looked exhausted and that she has never seen me look that way before. it worried me a little, because i didnt think that i looked as tired as i felt. i dont know whats wrong. i have never been this tired so early into the easter pageant. we arent even to opening night yet. man i hate to see what i am going to look like the middle of next week... even the week after that. 16 performances. i think it is because of all the stress and school, and i think that is a little overwhelming. and i get self-concious<--spelling) and i get worried over little things i shouldnt.
erin is coming home with me tomorrow and then she is staying the night with me. it shall be a great day tomorrow. she is going to the guest night performance of the easter pageant, which i am excited about.
and then tomorrow we get to be out of uniform. which is a awesome thing. spring pictures are tomorrow, and i am getting pictures with Ever.
i have no idea what i am going to wear, why is everything so complicated? lol
im not going to practice tonight-- i am going to go babysit instead. im never going to get a moments peace. im really stressed out. i have 2 1/2 hours before i have to be there so i supose i will go relax.