i have an idea... maybe i just shouldnt go to sleep tonight? maybe i should just lay around and watch TV all night so there for i wont have to go through the hassle of waking myself up in the morning when i know i dont want to ( Read more... )

ok yes i dread waking up in the morning and yes it is getting worse as the days pass. but i have strength, god knows i have strength ( Read more... )

heh im getting real good at taking showers lol im getting better at getting all that make up off real fast. i guess the motivation of SLEEP will do that to ya ( Read more... )

i have to leave earlier than normal today-- we have to stop and get food on the way to pageant ( Read more... )

it gets harder and harder for me to get up each morning ( Read more... )

lol jesus went to heaven tonight. twas a great thing. it made me cry-- it was awesome ( Read more... )

im hungry...i dont know what to eat though ( Read more... )

i soooo didnt want to get up this morning. yeah i never want to get up this early but it is getting extra hard ( Read more... )

tonight has been...differnt...I am not happy with how the ending of the show went. it was sad... i want to cry. the audience kept sitting they did stand.... Jesus walked he didnt fly. we had a group come from Sacramento,California and JESUS DIDNT FLY!! i feel terrible. i feel like they didnt get the entire effect of Pageant. i dont feel like they ( Read more... )

*sigh* i just got home. i had to go to the youth center and do sign-ups for my Spring Break trip. twas mass chaos. but i finally found Morgan and i began feeling better. me and morgan got signed up in the same room togeather and the same bus, so i feel alot better now that i know i wont be totally alone ( Read more... )