i hate myself

that's all

Things that annoy me about human society: Part I ( Read more... )

spinning and turning. love them but keep them far from you soul. stay, stay and i'll keep that extra guard to stay safe all through the night. so don't get caught up in the shreaded edges of the worlds deceit. Selfish, and no one seems to witness the color die........

die inside my eyes......

under all my dreams.......that's all, all i have

first rehearsal ( Read more... )

okay, so he actually had the audacity to talk to me today ( Read more... )

he called me again at 9:48 ( Read more... )

more bad news.

forever change.

call me if you care to hear about it.

whoa, yeah. I'm at work and hardcore bored. We had a counterfeit check yesterday. owww. Almost caught the lady, but not really. Working here runs a lot of risk, but lots of funny stuff happens too. For example this lady came in and she had the hugest butt i had ever seen, but she was wearing these jeans with the pooh bear on them, but what made ( Read more... )

That's the question and seriously i will kill chris if he does lights for any of the shows this year. Everyone knows about my big dreams and how territorial i am of that. Well, i will kill him if he gets in my way. I've worked way too hard for this for some punk ass kid high school drop out (which still has no diploma)to get in my way.(fuck that ( Read more... )

i want so desperately to be

loved by

him.