Jul 17, 2003 00:04
That's the question and seriously i will kill chris if he does lights for any of the shows this year. Everyone knows about my big dreams and how territorial i am of that. Well, i will kill him if he gets in my way. I've worked way too hard for this for some punk ass kid high school drop out (which still has no diploma)to get in my way.(fuck that).
Seriously though, if he does do lights or anything significant i will boycott. I'm outta there, because i refuse to be taken to that level. I mean really i've got way more years then him. I have way too much experience and education to see him looked as more qualified then me. It's pissing me off, just thinking about it.
He has the nerve to sit there and go on about how much he loves theatre and that he can't imagine not doing it for the rest of his life and it's the only thing that makes him feel whole. okay, first of all that is word for word my "i love theatre speech." He is such a fucking sponge that has soaked up every little bit of my ambition and is feeding off of it as his own. can i just say, "leach". Seriously now, get a fucking life.
I can't describe in words how fucking hard i have worked all summer to get enough money to go to school this fall and i did that for the big reason, Theatre. My passion in life and all of a sudden it is his passion too. Whatever. That makes me want to literally vomit. I have worked all summer with two jobs. I have worked 50-60 hour weeks, grueling weeks to save and save so i can continue with theatre. Chris had one job this summer which lasted 1 week. All he has to do is get that check from mommy and daddy and send it on its way. Can we say, "you need a fucking life."
I am so annoyed by him and i swear it's people like him that make my life harder. What in the hell? He sits there and does nothing but go bowling and play his stupid guitar, which he claims is going to make him so famous. Okay thats why only 6 people came to your show. I saw the parking lot. It consisted of the band members cars and then an additional two and a motorcycle. He is so fucking stupid. He just straight up ignorant. He thinks he's going to move out of his house by just going to bowling tournaments. Hello, come into the real world. so fucking stupid, you don't even have a high school diploma. what the fuck are you thinking.
He makes me sick and what makes me even more sick is the way he is constantly kissing emmits ass. It like, give it a rest please. I just want to vomit everytime i talk to him. I will never believe him when he says he wants to do theatre because i truly think he is some kind of personality leach. He has taken all my hopes and dreams and goals, everything and tried to morph them into his own little pathetic version of his own life.
whatever. There are people who are ambitious and work hard for there dreams and then there are people like him that feed off people like me.
He needs to back the fuck off.