So where do I continue... I went away for Memorial Day weekend to give myself a mental and physical break! It has been a grueling year - between work, school, the gym..i barely gave myself time to breathe. I went with two of my girlfriends and had a blast. Although, for a moment i had a blast of insecurity creep into my mind. We partied the whole ( Read more... )

Sooo - after my debbie downer entry...the weirdest thing happened. I met a marine back in November when their detail was sent to my job for an event. At the end of the event, we were taking of all the marines for our photo album - after that whole thing, this one marine came up to me and was like, can I take a picture with you? The most randomest ( Read more... )

So what is it?! This is going to be my ambivalent, torn in the middle, not sure what the heck is going on blog. So I had a heart to heart with my supervisor today, and the topic is, why is it sometimes so frustrating when you do good, you're a good person, you don't ask for anything, and you go with the flow of things, WHY is it that you float in ( Read more... )

Soo - looking back on my last entry from weeks ago..here's my update. Leading a super busy and jam packed schedule was awesome! Slowly, oh ever so slowly, it started to catch up with me. I didn't have enough time to prepare for my classes (both in the gym and at school) and it hit a point where my body retaliated against me. As I had previously ( Read more... )

So, about several weeks ago, I went cross country to the West Side !!! I visited a really good friend of mine and to enjoy some R&R. Coincidentally, this person is one of the main reason's why I got so involved in fitness. When we were younger, I'd always be in the gym along side him. He worked at a local private gym, and we'd hang out. So began ( Read more... )

So - after milling around and not finding a niche to belong to, something fabulous happened last year. It all began when I hit a slump at the gym. After I was dating someone for quite some time, when the relationship slowly faded away, I decided to better myself and went FULL out at the gym. I hired a trainer and trained HARD and STRONG. I was ( Read more... )

So what is it with me and my luck with dating? Call it pure coincidence, but I've been off the market for over a year, and the minute I get back in, the same situation happens. Everything works splendidly! Everyone's happy...I'm feeling comfortable, the guy is as sweet as pie, then once one month hits, he disappears! No rhyme or reason, just *POOF ( Read more... )

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