One month expiration date
So what is it with me and my luck with dating? Call it pure coincidence, but I've been off the market for over a year, and the minute I get back in, the same situation happens. Everything works splendidly! Everyone's happy...I'm feeling comfortable, the guy is as sweet as pie, then once one month hits, he disappears! No rhyme or reason, just *POOF*. Albeit, this guy just started his residency, and I knew his schedule would be crazy busy, but to not call/text/e-mail after 2 weeks? I'm trying to give him the benefit of a doubt, b/c he was such a nice guy when we started talking. After two weeks of silence, I decided to break and I sent a friendly platonic e-mail to say hi. Here I am waiting to see if he responds what so ever. Not to be a stalker, but I know he's gone online today AND he has a PDA. So , chances are, he's already read my e-mail, but does not feel compelled what so ever to reciprocate the friendly chat!
As the holidays are approaching, and after having a brief taste of sharing my life experiences with someone, I'm a bit sad. I've come to realize, not to throw comparisons out, but of all my close friends, I'm the only one left, who's left unattached. They're all enamoured with the person they're with, some are engaged and getting married next year . Meanwhile, although I have a lot to show this year in terms of my accomplishments, I have no one to share it with. Don't get me wrong, I love all my friends and my family, but now there's that litle void that's just hankering to be filled.
As someone who has a deep faith in God, and trusting in things happening at it's own time, I can't help but wonder when, where and whom? Why did I get this sweet taste of being wanted by someone, and just have it taken away just as quickly? I definitely was NOT looking for anything. In fact, I didn't even want to go out to meet him, but I did, and things were seemingly falling into place. I'm just a bit disheartened, and lonely..
As the holidays are approaching, and after having a brief taste of sharing my life experiences with someone, I'm a bit sad. I've come to realize, not to throw comparisons out, but of all my close friends, I'm the only one left, who's left unattached. They're all enamoured with the person they're with, some are engaged and getting married next year . Meanwhile, although I have a lot to show this year in terms of my accomplishments, I have no one to share it with. Don't get me wrong, I love all my friends and my family, but now there's that litle void that's just hankering to be filled.
As someone who has a deep faith in God, and trusting in things happening at it's own time, I can't help but wonder when, where and whom? Why did I get this sweet taste of being wanted by someone, and just have it taken away just as quickly? I definitely was NOT looking for anything. In fact, I didn't even want to go out to meet him, but I did, and things were seemingly falling into place. I'm just a bit disheartened, and lonely..