"YOU NEVER SEE IT COMIN' YOU JUST GET TO SEE IT GO..."

...feeling so low

I hate being here, I want to go home. But I feel like I have no home. We worked for this for so long and for what? I hate my life and I've almost never been so unhappy.

Wow where do I start? I'm quite sure I haven't felt this strongly for anything or anybody. How come what I want most is the hardest thing to keep? Or maybe it's just the hardest thing to let go. Sometimes I feel as if it's not so much what I want but maybe what I need. My heart is breaking and beating so fast.

I can't even continue, I've just

I have no more beautiful words to write. I'm not sure where they've gone. I actually can't remember the last one I wrote.

For so long I've believed in love, but now I don't believe in anything. Nothing but the fact that life goes on despite your decisions. I thought if I followed my heart it would lead me into the right direction. But here i am alone and afraid and with opportunities lost. I'm so disappointed in myself. How can you love someone and not understand how ( Read more... )

You know what I love about music? It never lets me down, I can always count on it. No matter how many times I leave it, it doesn't turn me away when I come back running. If only it could hold me at night.

When you love someone do you put them first? Above everyone?

I feel like if you're in love with someone they should be the most important thing to you and you should treat them that way.  Maybe I'm just selfish and if that's the case too bad because I don't see that changing. Sometimes I think it's dumb to strive to be that perfect person. Spending ( Read more... )

Why are some boys so insensitive? I mean really, your girlfriend whom you are supposed to be deeply in love with is 3,000 miles away and you haven't seen her in two weeks and instead of talking to her you'd rather watch porn and jerk off? Omg that was a hardcore run-on but idgaf!

I can not stand being in love. It's truly the best and worst thing anyone can ever experience. Ya know when I go out I often look at the strangers around me and I wonder if they're in love. I wonder if they're dealing with the symptoms of being lovesick. I've never really understood what having it bad meant until now ( Read more... )