Braced for Another HeartBreak

[mixtapemisfit]

For so long I've believed in love, but now I don't believe in anything. Nothing but the fact that life goes on despite your decisions. I thought if I followed my heart it would lead me into the right direction. But here i am alone and afraid and with opportunities lost. I'm so disappointed in myself. How can you love someone and not understand how they feel. How can you just block out everything they're trying to say and try to convince them there is nothing wrong? I'm so tired of trying to explain and justify how I feel. I'm so hurt right now. I feel like i have no one, while I feel like I shouldn't need anyone but one person.

love will tear us apart