people are so so so so so stupid sometimes ( Read more... )

There is so much more to life than what I've put so much of my hope in ( Read more... )

Intentions are not enough. They never have been, and never will be. Good intentions can't always justify stupid actions. I can't let myself entertain thoughts of things that have no proof. Faith in people doesn't exist anymore. At least for me, and at least for my heart. It's sad, but sometimes today is all we have ( Read more... )

Never in my life have I felt what I feel right now. I wish I could explain it better...

friends only now.

Settling in. Settling down. Settling for ( Read more... )

Woke up and wished that I was dead ( Read more... )

it's 2:40 a.m.

I can't sleep, but I'm incredibly exhausted.

It's pretty quiet. My roomate is actually asleep.

What's keeping me awake?

It feels like everyone in the world is sleeping but me. There is not a sound to be heard.

Wait, maybe there is one.

It's faint, but definitely there.

bah bah, bah bah, this is the sound of settling..Oh, Ben ( Read more... )

Maybe I shouldn't be consumed with anything but God. Actually, I definitely shouldn't be. That's why I wish I had no emotions. I wish I was like a guy and have the ability to separate my heart from my head. I do wish I could feel nothing but God. I truly, truly do. Maybe then, my journal entries wouldn't be half God-half emotions ( Read more... )

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us ( Read more... )