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it's been 2 weeks
Mommy, I miss you and love you. If I could, I'd join you right now. But Dad needs me a bit longer. Maybe when he is ok and feeling better, maybe then I can come and join you and we'll be together again ( Read more... ) -
trying to figure out how i feel
So it has been 37 days now since I have been diagnosed with Stomach Cancer, and I have to admit, it wasn’t that hard. I mean it was hard to get news like that, but I thought it would be worse. I have my good days, my bad days and my worse days, but even with those days, I have people around me that help me get through it all.
I have the greatest ( Read more... ) -
put it out there one too many times
I am almost 25 years old, and never had a real loving relationship. And i don't mean friend relationships. I have enough of those, but they aren't enough. They used to be, but not anymore. I look around me, and everyone is either with someone, or getting married. I feel alone in this world sometimes ( Read more... ) -
the universe just hates me
Things are getting better. I am feeling a lot better, thanks to all my friends and their support. I have cried so much today that my eyes are still red and puffy ( Read more... ) -
don't even know where to start
So, this week has begun well, but by Wednesday shit hit the fan, and i am not talking about a little bit, i am talking like dumptruck load of shit hitting the fan ( Read more... ) -
first
so this is my first entry into lifejournal. and all because myspace sucks lately. anyways, this is just a place for me to rant and vent and whatnot, so don't take everything too seriously