last night at approximately 4am (so then technically it was this morning, whatever etcetc) molly was visited by rat as she slept on the couch. him and baby managed to open the door of their cage and being the adventurous one (even though baby does have bigger balls) he decided to roam about the apt. good for molly he wanted to play!

yeah so even though i said rabbit rabbit the first day of the month this month has already proven to be pretty bad.
getting towed on my birthday, dropping out of school, seeing the boy i love make out with a random fucking slut, bleeding all over the computer, losing everyone, i cant deal with it. im fucking out.

of course, the fucking olsen twins (that's right, there's no way i'm ever going to give a shit about them being individuals and wanting to be called by their own names) have to open their fucking movie on my fucking birthday, and if anyone decides to bail on me to go see them i will fucking sneak into their bedrooms late at night and take a shit on ( Read more... )

I GODDAMN HATE SEX AND THE CITY AND THEIR STUPID SEX RULES.

my heart dec. 2002-april 2004:

CRUSH CRUSHSTOMP CRAPSTOMPSTOMP SPIT STOMP BASH PUNCH PUNCH HIT SLAM STAB STAB STAB PUKE PULL HATE HATE STOMP CRUSH OWOWOWOOWOWOWOWOOWOWOOWOWOWOWOWOWOWWWWOOOWW.

walking home this morning i saw these things within a span of three feet.

1. used condom.
2. pile of fresh dog crap.
3. used tampon and applicator.

on the main road cutting through a (catholic) private college campus, no less.

my choices

1. leave pc now and try to keep the scholarship for when i can come back (do they do that?)
2. stay at pc and lose my scholarship and go crazy
3. run away
4. go to beauty school
5. i dont know

i have over 30 papers to make up. i guess i wasnt cut out for college like i thought.

this spontaneous puking thing has to stop because not only is puking gross but its making alcohol consumption way lame. 2 drinks later(with the equivalent of about 4-5 shots of hard liquor, no im not lying, they were big cups and i watched the bartender make them)and i was left listless on the bathroom floor. after puking a bit i went from listless ( Read more... )

lissie was hit by a car.
but shes ok.

thank god.
i love you lissa may.

-dont trim bangs in the middle of the day when you already have your contacts in and makeup on and clothes on and the hair gets in your face and you cant do anything about it and it pokes your eyes and gets caught between your teeth ( Read more... )