great, now the computer even talks about my ass.:)

it just keeps getting worse and worse.
i feel like shit.
i cant sleep.
i cant get out of bed.
i hate being alive.
i miss my nameless boy.(dont need a lecture)
i want to move out.
i want money.
i want to be happy.

For a long time i have been sick of the expectation that weekends were nothing else but drinking days. As terrible as i feel that a few people have lost trust in me that i truly care about, i think i needed this to happen. one of the reasons i have been so unhappy lately is because i dont like what i have been doing with my life at all. i feel ( Read more... )

Well, its been awhile since ive really updated. I guess you could say things have changed a bit in my life ( Read more... )

right now im pissed. i dont even feel like explaining why. but im so pissed and i hate my friends, they are so LAME

***i do not hate my friends, i actually love them***

well, im definitly feeling A LOT better than i was a few nights ago, i guess i just needed a good cry. but there are so many things right now to be pumped about ( Read more... )

ahhh today is seriously just getting worse and worse. my mom just flipped out at me and got really mad at me about next year because she doesnt see how i am going to be able to pay for school and the apartment...because my parents arent going to help me pay for anything...and she thinks that i just want to move out so that i can have people over ( Read more... )

Ahhh im kinda sad today, i feel like i havent been really all that happy lately. like with the high school coming to an end, i think back and realized how much everything and everyone has changed. I just wish i could go back to freshman year when nicole and i were best friends, before i made mistake after mistake, before i had so many friends ( Read more... )

I have been trying so hard to work on my relationship with my dad lately since i will be moving out and i do want to have a dad in my life to be there through all of my big events. I have been working so hard at not talking back when hes an ass to me, i just sit there and take it. The past couple days were ok and we got along, but yesterday i ( Read more... )