let the stars stand witness
Well, its been awhile since ive really updated. I guess you could say things have changed a bit in my life.
-My dad and I are trying really hard to get along and not be so hard on each other. Which is a big relief because a lot of my stress is generated from our fighting.
-I have learned that 'friendship' isnt something as strong as i believed. I have been so hurt by one of my closest friends this week. she told a few people a couple of things that i didnt want her to tell anyone, not only that but she lied to them and lied to my face. Its so rediculous how fucked up some of my friends are. Id like to move far away and live on a tropical island by myself. well and maybe adam broody.
-Ive been housesitting at my uncles and finally got to sleep in my own bed! last night i was so depressed so falling into a deep depression induced sleep in my warm comfy bed was absolutly amazing.
-I am falling completely head over heals for a boy ive had a history with, i wont say his name because well, i dont want to deal with peoples opinions and lectures. ive learned the past few weeks that it is my life and well, no one can tell me what to do with it. im so sick of everyone telling me what to do, and how to live MY life.
-Spring is so close i can almost see it. im so excited for flip flops, capris, and cute skirts YAY!
-Last night i was in the worst mood ever but then today i went to lunch with my mom, starbucks with jason then had pizza with emily and i talked with all three of them about a lot that has been going on and i do feel a lot better. what i have learned from all of this, is that maybe trusting people is the worst thing you can do.
love you.
-My dad and I are trying really hard to get along and not be so hard on each other. Which is a big relief because a lot of my stress is generated from our fighting.
-I have learned that 'friendship' isnt something as strong as i believed. I have been so hurt by one of my closest friends this week. she told a few people a couple of things that i didnt want her to tell anyone, not only that but she lied to them and lied to my face. Its so rediculous how fucked up some of my friends are. Id like to move far away and live on a tropical island by myself. well and maybe adam broody.
-Ive been housesitting at my uncles and finally got to sleep in my own bed! last night i was so depressed so falling into a deep depression induced sleep in my warm comfy bed was absolutly amazing.
-I am falling completely head over heals for a boy ive had a history with, i wont say his name because well, i dont want to deal with peoples opinions and lectures. ive learned the past few weeks that it is my life and well, no one can tell me what to do with it. im so sick of everyone telling me what to do, and how to live MY life.
-Spring is so close i can almost see it. im so excited for flip flops, capris, and cute skirts YAY!
-Last night i was in the worst mood ever but then today i went to lunch with my mom, starbucks with jason then had pizza with emily and i talked with all three of them about a lot that has been going on and i do feel a lot better. what i have learned from all of this, is that maybe trusting people is the worst thing you can do.
love you.