this has nothing to do with you anymore.
maybe it never really did.

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I just got back from Bend a little bit ago. I made my Dad some eggs and talked to him for a little and now I think I'm going to tidy up my room A LOT and take a shower. Then get started on a little homework if I have time. I am picking Chris up from work at 5 and then hanging out with him. Back to work tomorrow! At least I can use the time to study ( Read more... )

My dad got to come home today which is really surprising but so good! That means he is recovering fast and good :) our fridge is loaded with tapioca pudding and jello haha. He's a medical miracle, that's for sure ( Read more... )

Is my dads new nickname ( Read more... )

I wish I were just naturally smart, a knowledge sponge. It's such a struggle for me and it's bringing me down, I feel like I'm back in High School and a shitty student. I am so unprepared. I don't know how to study or even how to take notes really and I've never taken a final in my life. I feel so inferior to everyone I know or would have interest ( Read more... )

Thank god the only people I know in Bend are the McCartneys. I decided I want to go visit them and just get away for a couple days next week by myself ( Read more... )

I'm going to see my dad today, I tried to think of the best thing I could bring him. Then I realized bringing myself is all that matters. I really appreciate how much support I have from all my friends, it helps a lot. I mean it ( Read more... )

Things have been a bit rough lately. I'm just worried about my Dad, constantly scared that I'm going to get a call or come home and he won't be alive. And it doesn't help when my mom says "he's probably going to die soon ( Read more... )

I just got home from Christophs and I. am. pooped. We went to another snowboarding premire and it was loooong but Chris got a bunch of free stuff which is always a bonus. I hope I have enough time and energy to go to the mountain more this winter. I need to get my skills going so I can keep up wit dah boiz ( Read more... )