i think i'm being broken up with.

and to make things better, my dad has lung cancer.
he already has skin cancer and diabetes and million other things wrong with him.
i'm so scared everyday that he's going to die...

tears tears go away, please don't come back another day.
:/

I haven't seen Chris since thursday and everytime we talk it just...isn't the same ( Read more... )

IS A MUCH BETTER DAY FOR ME!

bouncin' backkkkkkk.

Every since last week I'm just not in a good mood. Maybe a little here and there. But generally, not happy. I don't know what my problem is. I guess it's a lot of little things but it just comes up as one big blob of bad feeling instead of individual problems ( Read more... )

Everything I want to write I don't want to say to everyone ( Read more... )

randomly and i weigh 117lbs. two or three months ago i weighed about 135.
i wasn't even aware i was really losing weight, shweeeet.
hopefully i'll lose like 10 more lbs.

wellllll, i'm going to drink a nasty redbull and get to cleaning this little shack i live in over 20 hours a week called WORK.

i just don't even want to think right now. blah.

.

With School and week and Work all weekend I'm just tired ( Read more... )

    I blame my mom for my love of fucking oldies. Thank god for my mother though ( Read more... )