i feel like i've wasted half my weekend sitting at home anticipating plans that never follow through. and it's my fault.

i need my own car.
and a new attitude.

"i was laying out on the deck in my bathing suit today, it was so nice. but then the little neighbor boy kept peeking over the fence and i got creeped out, so i went inside ( Read more... )

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my fever is high and my cough is horrific.
i'm so exausted and this being sick for a month business is wearing me down.
upside? i lost 7 pounds!
downside? i probably have bronchitis or pneumonia or something incredibly attractive like that.

i'm going to the doctor tomorrow.
my mom says i've been avoiding it for long enough or something like that.

2 shots nyquill + 1 shot cough medicine + a bit of stolen brandy = hot damn

the most sleep i've gotten all week.

no stress.
no fixating.
no regretting.
no tears.
and no fucking coughing.
coughing up a months worth of his second-hand smoke.

just 9 hours of complete unconciousness.
it was good.

"Defy the old dragon, defy fear. The world may rage and quake but I shall remain singing in perfect peace."

-Johann Franck

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"Do you know what's horrible? I sit with you in the morning and then I go to math. And when I'm sitting there, I can still smell you. And I can't concentrate at all.

...You smell like lavender. And cucumbers."

This is the last winter break when we're all just here. Next year we'll be coming home from college, seeing people we haven't seen in 6 MONTHS, people we used to see every day, in and out. It's weird. I think I need to a apply for housing before I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere in Boulder next year. That would probably be a smart thing to do. I ( Read more... )