Ragarding yesterday shock heartbreaking news *n moreover it was initiated by my beloved ichiban ohno*i know we fans have to support arashi whatever their decisions are but still somefans including me need more and moreee time to calm our cloudy disaster brain and heart. What really hit me hard was not the hiatus itself,but the fact that ohno need ( Read more... )

I supposed to post my japan journey first on last March but somehow im too lazy compiling the photos esp places that related to Arashi 😥💨. So i will be reporting my visit to Yayoi Kusama exhibition instead, yesss that sensei who colab with Arashi and obviously in love with Ohchan ( Read more... )

Im so devastated hearing Dolores death this morning..I've been The Cranberries fan since jr highschool. I still remember like yesterday how i tried so hard memorizing their song lyrics,collecting their album (in cassette form that time),and even attending their concert in my country. Each of their song had spesific memory of my youth. So long ( Read more... )

Happy new year 2018 ( Read more... )

Its my first post in 2017 and OMG it's nearly the end of the year wkwkwkkwk where have i been all this time?? 😅😅😅 my health was quite not good, neither my mood. Since my travel buddy went study to japan, i felt so restless and lost my point on saving money ⤵⤵⤵. On the contrary I doubled my works to forget it and in the end my body couldn't ( Read more... )

This year has finally reached its final month 📆, and i couldn't help feel anxious thinking what diseases might attack me next.. 2 weeks ago my left ear was buzzing loudly🔊💥💥, medically said it was tinnitus. I couldn't hear properly from left side n every voice sounded double. Some sounds hurt my ear lot and gave me headache 😢😖💫💫. Earphone,phone, ( Read more... )

The exact same place i went to at 6months span in between with different feels and person. 6months ago i mourned my painfully sorrow after letting go my longest one sided love 💔💦💦,,and half a year later i felt relieved when someone who love me for a long time finally let me go💨. It was like i was freed from my biggest guilty feeling and given time ( Read more... )

Today the sun shone brightly 🌞, i could even see the flag fluttered gracefully outside. My country has so many flaws as a still developing one and sometimes i envied other country's citizen. But i do feel homesick everytime i went abroad and as much as i love japan, i don't think i could leave my hometown for a long time.  Well i admit i think i ( Read more... )

For years since middle high school,i could only use baby cream for my dry skin face treatment. My skin tend to flake of and the itching sensasion is always annoyingly painful 😢💦. The dermatologist once said that my skin was sensitive to heat,dust, polluted air, and some checmicals thus recommended me using only baby products as my daily bathing ( Read more... )

Eversince i was attacked by my 2nd time chickenpox,my parents somehow regularly bought me onigiri. They knew i tend to like japanese food and eventhough i dislike rice *i eat potato for my daily carb intake*, i somehow manage to eat onigiri 🍙💞💕

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