Cloudy sunday,raining monday
Ragarding yesterday shock heartbreaking news *n moreover it was initiated by my beloved ichiban ohno*i know we fans have to support arashi whatever their decisions are but still somefans including me need more and moreee time to calm our cloudy disaster brain and heart. What really hit me hard was not the hiatus itself,but the fact that ohno need his freedom indicate that how big his suffer all this time being in showbiz world where he actually not comfortable with since beginning. I won't doubt his love towards arashi visa versca, coz they love arashi way deeper than fans could ever do. The way he felt so much brokenheart when voicing his freedom desire and how other member accept it bigheartly made me bawling all night.
Arashi has been an esensial part of my life this past 12 years. They help me lot and im not even exaggerating about it. I watched and searched their news every single day. They made me stay insane through my stress and suicidal thought. They are my motivation to work harder and earn money more. They are my escape when i had enough of all things in the world. So how could i let it go just in a blink of eye?? Yes i really need more time to adjust myself since i want to always support arashi forever. I need a time to dry my tears so then i could sincerely give them my biggest thankful smile.
Arashi has been an esensial part of my life this past 12 years. They help me lot and im not even exaggerating about it. I watched and searched their news every single day. They made me stay insane through my stress and suicidal thought. They are my motivation to work harder and earn money more. They are my escape when i had enough of all things in the world. So how could i let it go just in a blink of eye?? Yes i really need more time to adjust myself since i want to always support arashi forever. I need a time to dry my tears so then i could sincerely give them my biggest thankful smile.