struggle
The exact same place i went to at 6months span in between with different feels and person. 6months ago i mourned my painfully sorrow after letting go my longest one sided love 💔💦💦,,and half a year later i felt relieved when someone who love me for a long time finally let me go💨. It was like i was freed from my biggest guilty feeling and given time to move forward. I learned so much this year at once. Pain, sorrow, betrayed, anger, confusion, joyful, relieved. Maybe it's late but i think im getting one step further into adulthood 💪😤.
Anyway,,as i mentioned before,this year is really tough for my health. After healing from knee injured last month, i suffered fever and bad sorethroat 😨😷💊. It was that bad that i barely able to speak till completely unable to speak at all. The doctor said the swelling press my vocalcord thus he prohibited me from speaking for some time being but hey how could i do that?? 😱😱💢not when my job need me to talk a lot. So the day when i unable produce any sound from my vocal cord, i was so exhausted communicating with my patients by whispering. In the end they wish me to get well soon
Parents prevented me going to gym and staying close to our refrigerator *they afraid i might stealing ice cubes and yey i did that silently at night*. I coughed a lot at night but it revived my voice bit by bit. Well i think i could steal some ice cubes again 😆🍨🍧🍦.
My japonism dvd finally arrived 😍 i still could remember the excitement we shared at osaka dome last year watching this fantastic concert 💕💞
Anyway,,as i mentioned before,this year is really tough for my health. After healing from knee injured last month, i suffered fever and bad sorethroat 😨😷💊. It was that bad that i barely able to speak till completely unable to speak at all. The doctor said the swelling press my vocalcord thus he prohibited me from speaking for some time being but hey how could i do that?? 😱😱💢not when my job need me to talk a lot. So the day when i unable produce any sound from my vocal cord, i was so exhausted communicating with my patients by whispering. In the end they wish me to get well soon
Parents prevented me going to gym and staying close to our refrigerator *they afraid i might stealing ice cubes and yey i did that silently at night*. I coughed a lot at night but it revived my voice bit by bit. Well i think i could steal some ice cubes again 😆🍨🍧🍦.
My japonism dvd finally arrived 😍 i still could remember the excitement we shared at osaka dome last year watching this fantastic concert 💕💞