Well.. I am BACK in magtown..lol.. seems I always find my way back here..guess I should stop fighting it... my home chose me.. and I am stuck with it..lol.. well anywhos.. I get my new house soon.. its awesome.. Kilderok is gonna love it..cant wait to tell you guys more as I move in.. OH I am working now.. at Freds.. its awesome too.. bai bai for ( Read more... )

Its funny how sometimes what feels so right to you is so wrong to the world.. how what your whole body and soul are screaming dont let go of.. is killing you..slowly..like a slow acting poison.. not even the painless kind.. you know your dying.. and yet.. nothing in you can stop it.. that I believe is a trait that is only found in man.. we are the ( Read more... )

Well the day is Finally over.. and it was quite a long one.. but oh it was so fun...It came off quite nicely too.. I can only think of one thing that would have made it better.. *ponders* but oh well.. somethings just arent meant to be..we ate burgers and hot dogs.. and cheese dip..lol.. then we sang happy birthday.. and she opened her gifts.. ( Read more... )

I have been sick now since Tuesday.. Tuesday it didnt bother me so much until late that afternoon though.. then it hit me with a force.. Mon I was just driven.. by what I am not quite sure.. but I know that somewhere in that murky night I found what I was searching for.. somewhere deep in my soul.. something answered finally.. something clicked.. ( Read more... )

Damn.. right when I thought I was in the clear for a spring cold.. one slaps me in the face.. and man its getting me with a vengence.. my head feels 3x too big.. my nose is bears resemblance to Rudolfs.. and my body is just caput.. not functioning properly.. well just want to tell ya'll havent forgotten you.. talk more later when feeling better..

I found this silly online game that kinda has me hooked... Check it out..
BTW.. the more poeple use my link to go there I get points.. so help me out..

http://s2.bitefight.org/c.php?uid=174217

Kittie

Wow I am starting to feel old.. I use to do this so often.. and now when I stay uppast 12 more than a few times a week I feel DRAINED.. but tonight I am gonna get alot of shit done.. need to finish a couple of rooms before tomorrow.. Making great progress already.. but taking a persnal momment to breathe..lol.. CJ is still up too.. my sweet baby.. ( Read more... )

Its raining here...and it so peaceful.. There thunder rolls in like great crashing waves.. I here the birds singing thier morning song.. with rain pitter pattering on the stone blocks and roof. Its nice.. I actually got up pretty early this morning.. I think I may post one of my new drawings later.. I think you guys will like them. They are from my ( Read more... )

I have been out of my head alot again today.. I seem to feel alot.. but not from me.. Its weird.. I have been feeling emotions today.. from no where..confussion.. feeling listless.. deep painful regret.. heart ache.. so many things..that I know I am not really feeling.. but its like putting my hand into a pool of thousands of colors and feeling ( Read more... )

I thought more on things.. and I don't see why I can't have my independance and CJ too..He is so wonderful.. but so insecure.. asking to step back to him waslike me trying to politely say I didnt want to be with him. Its not like that though. So.... we are going to stay together and just drastically slow down.. I will start paying for my own.. and ( Read more... )