Dazed.. am I awake?

[mideanfaith]

I have been out of my head alot again today.. I seem to feel alot.. but not from me.. Its weird.. I have been feeling emotions today.. from no where..confussion.. feeling listless.. deep painful regret.. heart ache.. so many things..that I know I am not really feeling.. but its like putting my hand into a pool of thousands of colors and feeling each color.. I am usually considered quite empathic..but usually only when I want to be.. when I see someone I care for thats troubled.. or someone who I feel needs someone empathetic.. but today.. it was overwhelming..I couldnt stop staring into the nothingness just ahead of my line of sight. It was there that I lost myself today.. constantly staring.. hmm.. still feel distant.. maybe I will feel better tomorrow..

Who am I feeling?
Kittie