is this the world i really want to live in? fuck that!

sometimes i feel like im the last to know everything. sometimes i feel i don't fit in. life has been hellishly hard this year. i've moreof handled it all myself-gotten a lot of grief for everything and feel maybe i should just wander off somewhere and be happy by myself ( Read more... )

last day of exams and then im home this evening.

andrea if u read this don't worry about me--read kara's, erica's and abby's they all need comfort
im alright, their posts just made me sad---although i still haven't been thinking about all the stuff i wrote, regardless of their posts

life here is better than past semesters..its pretty good, but im not really sure what im doing ( Read more... )

it seems that during the school year everyone updates all the time....i never update then so it seems that way. why is everyone so busy in the summer? come on you gals you need to relax. currently im sick and busily working on zoo stuff and soon on studying for my final and revising my term paper. then next weekend im off to wi to see steve then ( Read more... )

i guess 'yesterday' i turned 21, but considering yesterday still hasn't ended i would say today i turned 21. not much excitement, no cake, no boy, no friends, a couple presents from the parents and my first check from them ever! a lot of hw including stats chapter horrible hw probs and half my paper for zoo 699, i still have to finish the paper and ( Read more... )

ummm so....im a bad gf. i called steve this morning to find out that his parents called him a little pissed bc he went $100 over his cell phone bill this month.......which of course is my fault. and before i called him i dreamed he died in my arms last night-so of course today seems lovely and of course steve is a little grumpy bc he didn't get any ( Read more... )

some of you might know that me and steve were having a lot of probs of butting heads this last week, which resulted in my crying or being upset with him alot but things are good and back to normal, we discussed stuff and we're good ( Read more... )

i'm deeply in love with steve. i've loved hanging out with my friends in groups and have had a lot of fun with the big activities we've had but i've not liked it when guys and one certain girl want to hang out one on one-i like hanging out in groups and any boy not steve makes me uncomfortable one on one. the zoo is tough they demand a lot, they ( Read more... )