Jun 25, 2005 20:07
i'm deeply in love with steve. i've loved hanging out with my friends in groups and have had a lot of fun with the big activities we've had but i've not liked it when guys and one certain girl want to hang out one on one-i like hanging out in groups and any boy not steve makes me uncomfortable one on one. the zoo is tough they demand a lot, they want me to do a lot on my own but ask sooo much-im exhausted but half having fun and half annoyed that i put so much time and effort into disorganization that i don't even get paid for. its lonely w/o steve and i wish all the people who came to game nights and such/invited would get the hint and do something big w lots of people and invite me....but i guess that won't really happen-there's only one person that im upset w about all this
mostly im exhausted and in love with steve
right now im obviously not in a good mood but mostly this summer has been good/nice/fun