i write what i want so screw yourself id like to keep my lack of sex to myself
sometimes i feel like im the last to know everything. sometimes i feel i don't fit in. life has been hellishly hard this year. i've moreof handled it all myself-gotten a lot of grief for everything and feel maybe i should just wander off somewhere and be happy by myself.
my bf got engaged
my bf found a new set independence
-the latter of the two has been my demise
sometimes i feel like the world is against me
i talk about these friends back in stl like they're so great but i don't even keep in touch. for real i have no friends. im pathetic. sometimes i feel like all anyone thinks of me as the burden. the friend who never calls, the housemate who is way too liberal, the vegetarian, the nondrinker, the other, the different, the tree hugger, the christian, the bad gf
where's the praise? do i really suck that much-i don't think so but convince my housemates, the classmates, my bf and his family different and they won't believe you
i thought id find my niche in college. all i found was that i fit a lot better back home-where i didn't even quite fit there either. peace out.
my bf got engaged
my bf found a new set independence
-the latter of the two has been my demise
sometimes i feel like the world is against me
i talk about these friends back in stl like they're so great but i don't even keep in touch. for real i have no friends. im pathetic. sometimes i feel like all anyone thinks of me as the burden. the friend who never calls, the housemate who is way too liberal, the vegetarian, the nondrinker, the other, the different, the tree hugger, the christian, the bad gf
where's the praise? do i really suck that much-i don't think so but convince my housemates, the classmates, my bf and his family different and they won't believe you
i thought id find my niche in college. all i found was that i fit a lot better back home-where i didn't even quite fit there either. peace out.