Is how I like it sometimes. I like the idea of not being able to be reached with a phone call, or an IM, or a email. It levels me out sometimes, as weird as it seems. This would have been a perfect time for anyone to stop by my house to hangout. Anyways, I've come to the conclusion that at times being unavailable and unseen to the human thought ( Read more... )

Stop by my myspace artist page. Click here and try something different lol. Tell me what you think.

with emptiness.. I'm grasping for the shadows. I have to admit there are times when I roll over in my bed and reach for.. someone, and end up hitting the wall, or my hand just falls onto the bed. *sigh* I won't go too deep with this thought, it will only bring me to the depths of, well myself. Can't blame me for missing that sense of comfort, right ( Read more... )

As days go by and my story is shared, the people that really listen show me how they feel. Whats weird is when people tell me stories about their past relationships, how their ex was crazy and jealous, it gives me the confidence I need. Being jealous and controlling is NOT how a man should behave in a relationship. By remaining in your own ( Read more... )

Does anyone know what its like when your head is filled with promise of the future? For me at this very moment it is something I wish I was disconnected from. I have come to find the path which I thought was best for me actually holds no true purpose in my life anymore. To continue deliberating on this path will only distract me from the path ahead ( Read more... )

Its been a really long time since I last updated. I still don't understand why I didn't.. oh wells. So how is everyone doing?! I missed all my LJ friends to the core! hehe

Well I figure I would start things off slow at first, in a day or two you'll hear some more from me. Until then, Peace!

Well life hasn't changed so much since my last entry. I got a job and quit it within 4 days. The food services can suck it! There is something about it, I can't really explain that bothers the shit out of me. Whatever, so time goes on and blah blah.. I'm writing on my guitar again, which I'm soo freakin' happy about. Finger picking is the shit ( Read more... )

Yeah its been a good few months away from LJ, I was dating this great girl and we were having a great time, but recently I decided to break it off. As time goes on between two people, when you notice the core of a person's soul nasty habits develop. Call it what you will, lack of self-control, lack of mutual respect, or trust issues, it had a ( Read more... )

I really don't know what to say now ( Read more... )

What if the government set fire to our forests to rid the wood of its people?

CONFORM, OR MEET YOUR FATE!
THERE IS NO WAY, BUT THE RATIONAL WAY!
THE RATIONAL WAY, IS THE WAY OF TODAY,
CEASE YOUR SO CALLED "SPIRITUAL" JOURNEY AND MEET THE BEAST!
BECOME ONE WITH THE BEAST AND FEED IT YOUR CHILDREN.