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I really don't know what to say now.
I had a million questions rolling through my head. Its was hard to decide what to pick, but something told me to allow her to speak first. A few moments of silence went by only to be taken completely by surprise. I was waiting for you to get rid of me which is why I decided not to take the relation any further, she says. Its too late anyways I'm in love, I thought. A wave of defeat ran through me, for this is what she told me long before but didn't believe her. She said she was pushing me away but I didn't want to go, I was too deep in ecstasy. Damn I was lost in the feeling, I had no desire to take the relation in a specific direction. I was satisfied with what we had and what she had to offer, alls I wanted was to be let in. It has happened before and it'll happen again, I said.
Even if every moment I offer my honesty and unconditional love, I feel that my trust and love is being misused or over looked. I feel for and expect too much from people these days.
I had a million questions rolling through my head. Its was hard to decide what to pick, but something told me to allow her to speak first. A few moments of silence went by only to be taken completely by surprise. I was waiting for you to get rid of me which is why I decided not to take the relation any further, she says. Its too late anyways I'm in love, I thought. A wave of defeat ran through me, for this is what she told me long before but didn't believe her. She said she was pushing me away but I didn't want to go, I was too deep in ecstasy. Damn I was lost in the feeling, I had no desire to take the relation in a specific direction. I was satisfied with what we had and what she had to offer, alls I wanted was to be let in. It has happened before and it'll happen again, I said.
Even if every moment I offer my honesty and unconditional love, I feel that my trust and love is being misused or over looked. I feel for and expect too much from people these days.